Saturday, May 31, 2008

i need a time machine....

Posted by sasa at 12:50 AM
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have u ever wished tat time could reverse so tat u could change the mistakes tat u made??

now my feeling was like...
"i wished tat i didn't do tat. i wished tat i could realize my mistake earlier. i wished tat i could be wiser. i wished...i wished...i wished..."
but, no matter what i wish for now, i still can't change the fact tat i made a mistake!!!

i feel bad. i feel guilty. i feel sorry.
i'm angry. i'm frustrated. i'm upset.
i regret - for the things tat i've said. for trusting the wrong person. for complaining too much.

should i blame myself or blame other ppl?

i really didn't mean it okay?? i really never expect it to be like tat. really.

anyway, just be positive la.
everything happened for a reason. i should learn from my mistake and never repeat it.

i'm still smiling.
chill la. *smiled*
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2 comments:

pearly on May 31, 2008 at 11:10 AM said...

nope time should not reverse. as they say, everything bad happens for the better. so just chew on your gums, and go thru this tough time of guilt. you still hv to go thru it no matter how you feel. and since i;m free, i can teman you on this journey. :)

sasa on June 5, 2008 at 11:24 PM said...

hehe... tat's my dear pillow!!

 

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