darling, i miss you!!!

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i will be one year older 2moro. yeah!! does tat mean tat i will be wiser?? haha.

2day very happy leh.
reason :
1. my cell girls bought a cake to celebrate my bday. owwhh, so happy. they are so so nice. love them very much. they sang bday songs too. *happy*

the cake is pink!!

the chinese wording means stupid, the word rhymes with 'sasa'. haha. katherine's idea.

me n the cake...

2. my darling!!! i miss you. thank you so so much!! wanna know what my darling did for me?? tell you later. hehe.

my darling - leng leng

3. aldridge. my little cousin. he always makes me smile. love him lots. i always like the way & the tone when he calls me 'sasa jiejie'. it's just different.

cute aldridge

the story.
after 365, went home. *happy happy*
parents were not at home so they asked me and my sis to prepare dinner while they were on their way back home. just a simple dinner. i did help my sis to prepare dinner kay. i cooked rice. i was proud of myself cos somehow i did cook. haha.
but, the rice turned out to be half rice & half porridge. oops. tat's terrible rite??

okay, back to my darling's story.

while i was having dinner, jared text me. btw, jared is my darling's boy boy. =)
he said he want to meet me and it's very very urgent. and he need my 5 minutes only.
after dinner, i went downstairs to meet him.

u know wat? u know wat happen?
he walked all the way from summit to my place just to pass me the bday present which is from leng leng.

leng, u are so terrible la. u are now in sarawak (national service) and you made your boy to walk all the way from summit to my place just to pass me a present. haha. bad girlfriend!

but, it's the thought that counts. thank you darling! you are so lovely. i love surprises.

leng, you make me miss you so so much. i didn't see you for almost 3 months d ah!! i'm suffering here cos now there is nobody who is willing to listen to all my crappy stories. i can't wait to blah all my crappy stories to you when you're back next week. i can't wait anymore!!!
btw, leng, u must appreciate jared kay? he is a really nice guy. don't always bully him la. hehe.

[i'm still in a very happy mood after i got the present from my darling. she makes me jump around in laughters.]

the next story.
then, i went to my aunty's hse. my mom told me tat my aunty (aldridge's mom) has lots of nice dresses and my aunt has grown 'wider' so she need somebody to 'inherit' her dresses. and i was chosen as 'the inheritor'. my 'proud feeling' came back again. *laugh*

err...when i saw those dresses, i was like 'err...they are so not ngam me. i'm 18 kay!'
anyway, since my aunty & my mom want me to try those dresses so much, i just try la.

aldridge : sasa jiejie, u wan to try my mommy's dress ah? so u will take out your shirt & pant ah? can i go into the room when u change? i won't see you wan, i will close my eyes when you change. can?

do you think i will allow my little cousin to come into the room when i change? of course not!
he is still innocent.

i think i look really horrible in those dresses.

the feedback :
my jie : not bad wat. wah, i didn't know u have such nice figure wan leh (so, is this a compliment?)
my mom : u can wear these dresses to work u know? ppl sure will envy u wan. u can add some accessories wan ma. u can wear belt and........................... (my mom loves dress-ing me up.)
my aunty : eh, the dress fit u leh. ngam ngam hou.
aldrigde : sasa jiejie, u are so pretty. wah! very pretty! (kids won't lie rite? haha. he is so cute.)

well, i took 2 dresses back home. it's not bcos i like the dresses but it's for my mom's sake only. lol.

aldridge gave me a big hug. owhhh. so sweet.

next story.
reach home. i msn-ed.
chat wit jeremy for awhile.
almost 12 am d, jeremy asked me to answer his call. that was when i realized my fone was not with me. i searched almost everywhere. still can't find my fone. and i think my fone was not in silent mode.
maybe it's in my sis car. we checked the car, it's not there too. haiz.

my conclusion : i left my fone at my aunty's hse. i suppose la.

but i can't call her la cos it's midnite d. so, i've to wait til 2moro morning.

no fone. no bday wishes d.

emo now la. i want my fone!!!

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i need a time machine....

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have u ever wished tat time could reverse so tat u could change the mistakes tat u made??

now my feeling was like...
"i wished tat i didn't do tat. i wished tat i could realize my mistake earlier. i wished tat i could be wiser. i wished...i wished...i wished..."
but, no matter what i wish for now, i still can't change the fact tat i made a mistake!!!

i feel bad. i feel guilty. i feel sorry.
i'm angry. i'm frustrated. i'm upset.
i regret - for the things tat i've said. for trusting the wrong person. for complaining too much.

should i blame myself or blame other ppl?

i really didn't mean it okay?? i really never expect it to be like tat. really.

anyway, just be positive la.
everything happened for a reason. i should learn from my mistake and never repeat it.

i'm still smiling.
chill la. *smiled*

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i hate being sick...

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=( 'flu' and 'cough' are still bothering me. so annoying. can you both just leave me alone??!!
bcos of 'them' i missed one important meeting. bcos of them i couldn't sleep well during bible blast. argh!!

bible blast is over. over. back to work 2day.
well...i enjoyed the whole bible blast. really. *smile*

sleeping over in church.
[mattress provided. but the coughing really disturbed me.]

crazy games.
[especially the blind fold game.]

the food.
[breakfast. hehe!]

the worship sessions.
[i just felt tat the worship sessions during bible blast are really different compared to the normal praise & worship during 365. really cool and energetic.]

a little girl.
[she was the 1st person who told me bedtime stories. adorable.]













the movies.
[love 'facing the giant']
"if we win, we praise god. if we lose, we praise god."

and more...

photos...

taken on the last nite.

playing card games.

oops! gambling??

pearl n me...

pearl wants me to take a pic with 'polar'

zzz...

all weird faces...

even louisa oso ss wit us...

say cheese!!

aiyo...took me so long to upload these photos.
feel sleppy d. upload again 2moro. hehe.

danielle, so what happen to 'the thing'? did the smartest danielle who had a chance to meet king solomon killed 'the thing'? i wonder.
again, melissa went to pick blueberries (or strawberries?? oops, can't remember d.). hehe.
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sick

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i'm sick. flu. sore throat. cough.
i hate being sick. i hate the flu medicine that makes me sleep non-stop. i had to take one day off ytd. skipped work. i was really tired, i just wanted to sleep and that's all.

bible blast coming kay. i better recover before bible blast, or else i will suffer.

CONGRATS my dear su-ann!!! graduated from tung ling seminary.
when will be my turn huh?? well...perhaps... after my acca la. i will think about it. haha.
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small fonts

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i tried to change to bigger fonts. but, it's still so small.
why ah?
i don't care la.

wear specs la if u can't read those words. haha.
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where are You??

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GOD, where are You??

my thoughts :
why does God allow all these things to happen? earthquake in China? cyclone in Myanmar?

2day during prayer meeting, most of the prayer items are to pray for Myanmar.
then i asked myself "do i really have a heart for them?", "do i actually care?"
i really don't know.
COMPASSION!!! oh God, i really need to 'produce' more love.

Ps hong seng asked us to pray for WISDOM too. actually hor, how often do i ask God for wisdom for myself?
i will only do so when i need it. actually we need wisdom everyday. to make decisions. to differentiate what is wrong and what is right. to talk to ppl. to study. and more... [can't think now]




after PM, we went to 'kai xin' for supper.
we chit chat. haha. 'gossiping' actually. then we talked abt caring for other ppl without other intentions.

the question :
have u ever send a sms or give a call to someone you know just to ask "how r u?" ?
nobody did that to me before and i never do that before. i should try. haha. but, who to call ah? or, who to text ah? it's actually quite weird lor if i really call or text somebody just to ask "how r u?". but, it's a good way to show concern toward that somebody.

care. love. compassion. sympathy.

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i'm in LOVE!

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don't simply think ya.

i just want to say i'm in love with 'audit'.

- calculators
- red pens
- green pens
- working papers
- lots of stationery
- files

these are what i know about audit. haha. still learning. i'm not sure whether i will still say 'i love audit' or not when i really come out to work as a full time auditor.

i really love figures. love numbers. love microsoft excel.

numbers

microsoft excel

15/5 just remember that 2day is kenny's and amanda's birthday.
happy birthday guys!!!
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DUMC

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last few days i really have nothing to do in office. finally, ytd Mr Seah asked me to follow adelene to go out to audit. yeah!! i have work to do d.

ytd me and 3 other ppl (adelene, desmond & elly) went to DUMC - Damansara Utama Methodist Church. we went there not to attend the church service but to audit. haha.

what i know abt DUMC?? my sis once told me that DUMC means 'Don't Underestimate My Church'. cool name.
this church is really huge!! i "WOW' again when i reach there. it's too huge.

the main sanctuary.

desmond said he want to come to this church d cos it's very nice and big if compared to his current church. *jokingly*, i suppose la. he also said that me and adelene should change church - he said jokingly again la. i told him that i love my church very much. adelene said she loves her church too. lol.

when hebron comes to past, FGT will be like that or maybe even bigger. haha. i think by then we really need more and more Uncle Ping Lum'S.

* actually i still don't really know what to do la. i need somebody to guide me and teach me. there are so much more to learn in audit!!but it's fun tho. =) i must learn more. i want more work, can?
what happen ytd really scared me. desmond pass me a file to do. he said one person do one company (cos got 4 company and we have 4 person) you mean you want me to do one company on my own? are u crazy? i don't even know how to start. i was so blur and lost that time. luckily adelene helped me and taught me how to do. haha.
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failed my OJT

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took half day leave 2day.

reason :
grace 'sakit mata', her eye is pain but it's not swollen or red. weird. must be something wrong d. she wanted to take half day leave to see doctor.
i requested to take half day also cos i really have nothing to do in office. i would rather go home than to sit at office without doing anything. i went back with grace during lunch time. HURRAY!!

at home, nothing to do also. bored!

so, i decided to design my blog. haha. now, i love my blog. i love bright colours!! i'm colourful!!

colourful!!!!

got OJT at nite. richard asked me to do the 2 diagnostic questions and everything. oh my God!! i'm not prepared actually, how can i do the whole thing la???
luckily richard is 'merciful', he say i can stop when i'm stuck, don have to finish everything if i really can't remember. thank GOD!!

we went to bukit jalil to meet kaizer's (i think i spelt it correctly) friend.

i'm scared and panic. how to start la?

we chat. we talk. we laugh. we eat. we drink. but no diagnostic questions from me.
the prospect gonna finish eating soon but still no question from me. i wanted to ask but i really dono when should be the right time to ask.
finally, richard asked. he can't wait d, i suppose. the gospel was presented but none by me, all by richard.

i failed!!!

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we wore the same baju

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2day got special service cos 2day is Mother's Day.

i dressed up for 2day's service. i told my mom that i need wear 'nice nice' 2day cos i'm celebrating Mother's Day too.
my mom was like "wei, u are a mother meh?"
"i'm a future mother ma." i said. haha.

i bought a new top 2 weeks ago, so i plan to wear it 2day lor. i'm vain!! love clothes, but no money to buy.

then hor, while i was ushering hor, u know what i found out?? i wore the same top as Joycelyn ah!!
omg, so ngam wan?? but different colour la. haha.

hers is black and mine is white. hehe.

during service, Vanessa did something to my hand. i have to say that she is really very creative.

this is what happen to my hand. its nice tho. haha.

at nite, GDOP in church. global day of prayer. it's a necf thing - held in our church.

i was asked to be one of the 'flag-bearer'. 13 of us were asked to be 'flag-bearers'. need to reach church by 6pm to practice. i chose one of the shortest and lightest flag cos most of the flags are very heavy and much more taller than me.

i got my flag. jeremy got his flag too.

jeremy : do you know the country of the flag that u r holding now?
me : no idea. i think it's japan. i think the background should be white color wan.
jeremy : no. no. i think it's PAS la. the middle should be white.
me : haha!!

LAME!!!

this is the flag...

it's bangladesh flag la!!!
sorry bashua, i can't recognize ur country flag.

my sis took a photo of me 'bearing' the flag, but it's abit blur.

su-ann. nat. sasa. jeremy.

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Mother's Day dinner

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10.05.08 - Saturday
actually the actual Mother's Day is 2moro but we plan to celebrate it 2nite.
it's my sis's idea actually - we plan to have dinner in KL.
it's very different this year. we didn't go to any nice restaurant but we went to 'wai sik gai' (hungry street) in Pudu.

after dinner, we went to Petaling Street. long time didn't go there d lu. love to shop for clothes over there. but ytd i didn't buy anything la, just walk around and eat only. lol.

we are supposed to take photos of the food we eat wan, but all of us were too hungry till we forget d.
only when we finish eating d then we realize we didn't take any photos. haha!
these are the leftovers.
umm...actually the food there is ok ok only, not very nice. i'm just telling the truth. lol.

this is 'wai sik gai'. many people la.

we all had a great time there ytd nite. i think my MOM did enjoy herself too~

Happy Mother's Day!!!!

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i'm in audit dept now

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2day is my 4th day in audit dept...

how was it??i think it was fun!!
i follow the seniors out to audit. well, i enjoyed it actually. i went out on my 2nd day in audit dept.
4 of us went to this company in Kota Kemuning. i was like 'WOW!!!' when i'm in that company.

the reasons i 'WOW!' :
- the security is very strict. there's only one entrance and one exit only and it's a very narrow one. u know when u take LRT or monorail?? that type of entrance la, if u know what i mean.
- the security guard will bring us to meet the person in charge. [it's like ushering]
- have to take out shoes.
- everybody is walking around bare-footed in the office. [weird!!]
- the toilet. imagine u are not wearing shoes in a public toilet. can u imagine how clean the toilet is? is super clean. cleaner than my house toilet.
- during lunch time, all lights will be off. if u were to eat in office then u have to eat in darkness.

maybe 2moro i'm not going to this weird office anymore cos our work is almost done. -i'm gonna miss this place-

i should say audit is very different if compared to tax.
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my very 1st blog!!

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this is my very 1st time...
actually i created this blog few months ago cos i thought maybe one day i will just start blogging. but i never blog til 2day.
finally i start blogging 2day!!!

that day, Grace asked me "do you blog?" i said "no" but actually i have a blog since months ago and it's blank til now.

i think maybe i should try blogging. it's harmless rite?
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